You’ve decided to follow your inner calling, and to listen to what wants to be shared from your heart. To birth something entirely your own and share it with the world. And that decision, that was the moment expansion and purpose was ignited from deep within. And still, it can start to feel exhausting, draining, more like something you have to keep up with than something that is nourishing you from the inside out. I promise you, it's not because you’re doing it wrong, but because of all the external noise, the pressure and the shadow work that naturally comes with putting ourselves out there. You’ve slowly been pulled away from the part that actually makes your work feel fulfilling and aligned
the part that lives in your body, in your heart, in the unseen.
You don’t reconnect to that part by optimising, or pushing more. You reconnect to it by being with it again, and again. By creating space, by listening, and by devoting yourself to it. Over and over again.
words from women who have previously walked this journey
This journey is held by mama cacao, an ancient plant ally (not tool) that opens, softens, grounds,
and brings you back into contact with what is already alive within you.*
*This ancient medicine has been shared with deep purpose for housands of years. We only sit with her in respect and reverence, which is why I invite you to only step into this space if you know her already, or are genuinely eager to learn her.
October 25th until November 25th. Zoom & Telegram. Three live ceremonies, mentoring & more. All for just 155 EUR.
Together, we will start with a live cacao ceremony under the earthy full moon in taurus (October 25). Grounded, slow, sensual, in the body. To anchor yourself in why this matters.
Then we move through a full moon cycle, each day you return to a devotional, intentional space with mama cacao. You sit. You listen. You write. You feel. You’ll receive transmissions regularly in our telegram group chat to drop you in soul inquiries to sit with and gentle impulses to guide you, gently and unrestrictive.
There is an online shared group space with other women in this process, to be witnessed in what is alive. And there is space for you to receive guidance from me when you need it, through group messages and during two dedicated 1:1 mentoring days throughout this transformative full moon cycle.
A part of this devotion is also found in what you choose not to do. Less scrolling, less consuming, less filling every "void" with external voices. When we create space from the outside world, our own voice, intuition, and ideas have room to rise before they are shaped by everything else around us. Maybe this means stepping away from social media, and quitting or pausing AI tools. Your own wisdom deserves space to be heard.
Halfway through our journey, under the new moon in scorpio and as we move through the element of water, we will gather for another live ceremony (November 8). Together, we will be held by the powerful medicine of sound and cacao, accompanied by a sister of mine, creating a space to soften, receive, and deepen into the journey and self.
We close with an expressive full moon in gemini cacao ceremony (November 25). We celebrate, we expand, we honour. This container is not for you to leave with a some solution, but with something more important: a way of being with your medicine (work) that actually sustains and fulfills you. And a reminder why you are here to share your wisdom.
Although the full moons we journey under each carry their own astrological energy, this journey also unfolds under the sun in scorpio. Scorpio is often associated with transformation, depth, intensity, and the parts of ourselves we rather keep hidden. It can be an energy that feels confronting and I believe that is precisely its medicine. For me, I deeply admire scorpio energy because it invites us deep beneath the surface and into our inner waters, into the places we may have learned to avoid and keep secret. This season asks us to meet our deepest, darkest, messiest truths so we can know ourselves more fully. There is endless beauty hiding in the places we were taught to be ashamed of and there is wisdom and medicine in what we have survived and learnt.
this is what you walk away with –
two live moon–themed
cacao ceremonies
a deeper relationship with cacao
one live cacao + sound
healing journey
two 1:1 mentoring days via telegram space
a devotional practice you can return to
a collection of journal entries & prompts to return to
community of women on a similar path
a physical altar that holds your work
You already know your work matters, but it doesn’t always feel that way anymore. Or perhaps you’re just at the beginning of your journey. Frozen before officially putting it out there. Or perhaps you simply just have the inner knowing that what you are putting out there is your heart's work, it is your calling and you wish to share it with deepest intention and connection.
this journey invites you to listen to your heart and your body and create from there
As part of my cacao training, I was invited into a cacao dieta. Sitting with her every morning. Returning to the same space, again and again. I already had a relationship with cacao before that, but this deepened it so much more, and uncovered a deep devotion, a softness in how I met my time. A kind of excitement to simply sit and be there. That feeling stayed.
It became my favourite part of the day, and has become a space I return to when things feel unclear or disconnected. And also the place where my work truly begins. Not on my laptop, but there, with myself in presence.
People often reflect my consistency back to me how devoted I am to my rituals and my body's well-being. And for a long time, I thought that was natural for everyone. Until I realised how many of us have lost that kind of connection with ourselves. This is why this space exists. Since then, I have not only carried this practice into my own life, but have also held this container for other women. Witnessing the shifts, the softness, and the reconnection that happens when we create space to listen has only deepened my belief in this work. Not to add more pressure, but to return to what changes everything, and allowing us to be women – cyclical, devotional, creative.
